vrijdag 31 december 2010

If water was vodka, and I were a duck, I'd swim to the bottom, and never come up. But water's not vodka, and I'm not a duck. So pass me a bottle, and shut the fuck up.

tonight, i won't give a damn

Tonight I'll be dancing around the truth, tell me what the hell i'm supposed to do.

woensdag 29 december 2010


Omg, I feel awesome. And the most awesome thing about feeling awesome is that I feel awesome without having you beside me, without having a sweet text from you, without anything that relates to you. Omg. It's awesome caring less about you, it creeps me out. This makes dealing with all your hurting words so easy. I still have you but I'm not caring as much as I did... OMG.
It didn't seem fair or right, but I couldn't help but wonder if maybe all of this, and where I found myself wasn't so accidental.
Maybe it was just what I deserved.

dinsdag 28 december 2010

I trust him as far as I can throw him and I don’t even think I can lift him

I pray

this night is gonna cause crazy drama but I'm not going to care, i'm not going to care, i'm telling myself not to care.

maandag 27 december 2010

I'm looking forward to me and my brother's newyears party

He broke another promis. My brother saw my sad face and said 'Tell your lover there are plenty of single boys partying with you into 2011'. He really made my day.
Baby i must confess, we were the perfect mess.

look, what you've done

I'm giving my all boy, i'm giving my best. Without getting something back. But look what you've done... now it's just my vulnerable me.

zaterdag 25 december 2010

She wants him. She can't deny it. She's just so confused. 'Cause when she thinks back to the day he shattered her, she trembles at the thought of feeling like that again

my blog

"the funny thing is, nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting. We could be standing next to someone who is completely broken, and we wouldn't even know."
Believe me, you innocent little girl, in someone else's diary, you are a "skanky whore."
Sorry hun, but unlike you, I’m not a doorknob where everyone gets a turn. I’m more of a casino, where only the lucky ones win the jackpot.
You're the worst actor that I've ever seen, but if this script called for liars, you'd play the lead

Merry Christmas guys!

May all your wishes come true

woensdag 22 december 2010

she said

I said the sun don't shine forever and everything that glitters ain't gold, I said love don't last forever and everything that's new gets old.
Love is a bitch, pain is a whore and misery is the motherfucker that won’t leave me alone

it's a way of life

love the playing field

There comes a moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field


trust no man, fear no bitch

vrijdag 17 december 2010

i'm sorry

i'm sorry for all the times i forgot to imply something in between the lines. and i'm sorry if my heart breaking ruined your day

just hold my hand

You don't need another drink, baby. I know you're drunk 'cause you tell me that you love me. I could be your one desire. You tell me that you want me, but liquor makes a liar


I think It's safe to say, "It's for the best." I've got my mouth full of regret and a motive full of love, but love can't save you darling

every boy should have this closet

they say you have a hold on me and I won't disagree.

welcome winter, once again

if i knew in the beginning how much you would end up meaning to me and how much i would miss being with you, i don't know if i would have ever wanted it to start.

Italian boyyyy

donderdag 16 december 2010

It's just the cutest thing

I don't mean no disrespect when I start staring, knowing that it makes you mad. I'm sorry, but seeing you mad is so sexy. Could it be the little wrinkle over your nose when you make your angry face? That makes me wanna just take of all your clothes and sex you all over the place. Could it be the little way you storm around that makes me wanna tear you down?
Baby, I ain't sure, but one thing that I do know is;
Every time you scream at me, I wanna kiss you.
Baby when you put your hands on me, I wanna touch you.
And when we get to arguing, just gotta kiss you.
Baby, I don't know why it's like that but you're just so damn sexy when you're mad.

Baby, don't think I don't take you seriously but I just can't help the fact that your attitude excites me.

dinsdag 14 december 2010

She sits in the corner singing herself to sleep;Wrapped around in promises, that no one seems to keep


Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it
See that line? I never should've crossed it
Stop right there, I never should've said that


Love laying like this with you.

maandag 13 december 2010

she said

I don't wanna think, I just wanna drink.

oeeeeh yeaaaaaaaaah I quit school

Today, I quited school. Just for a year.
There are greater things in life (:


Got a friend who's amazing with is guitar, so amazing I have to keep myself from falling in love with him. Or with is guitar, actually. Just kidding, but he's absolutely great.

sold the cards

I dealt the cards out and got all hearts. I folded and said, "I don't deal with love."


Lately, you make me weaker in the knees and race through my veins every time you're close to me. Take me away to places I haven't seen, they say you have a hold on me and I won't disagree.

these sad things are not about my life.

i smile and act like nothing is wrong, it's called: putting shit aside and being strong

zondag 12 december 2010


& maybe it meant nothing to you, but it sure as hell meant everything to me.


I try to tell myself that he'll never be worth it, but the voice in the back of my head always asks, "what if he is?"

no surprise

At least I expected the disappointment, right? I mean, I can't say I was surprised you hurt me once again. But I can't say it hurt any less, either.


who do you think you are? running around leaving scars, collecting a jar of hearts, tearing love apart. You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul


I like that you ramble when you're nervous. I like that I notice. I like that I make you nervous.


Now that I can see you for who you really are.. You dont even deserve a second glance


“I like my money right where I can see it… hanging in my closet.”

donderdag 9 december 2010

woensdag 8 december 2010

love this movie



You’ll never ever find someone who will never hurt you, so just go for someone who will make the pain worthwhile.


zaterdag 4 december 2010


The couple that fights the most is the one most in love… It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting, it means you stopped caring.