woensdag 7 juli 2010



It would be wonderful to enjoy love without seeing the envy in the eyes of those around you.

dinsdag 6 juli 2010

You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.


We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams.



Not just some picture.

Evertime I see this picture, it gets my attention. I don't know what it is but it's so magical. The colours, the signs, the light. I don't know what it is but it's defenitly one of my favourites. I don't know who made this but you've got my respect.

After reading this, I came the to the conclusion I don't know much :'')

maandag 5 juli 2010

This song really is about me at this moment.

You're in love, but that's not what it was
All those times that passed by with no signs
And now you're telling me
You miss me, boy why couldn't I see?
And my heart don't agree with what you're telling me

You were nonchalant, strong, and unaffected
And you never wanted me to be there
I never saw your heart, that's how close you kept it
So right now I'm so unsure how to care
What's this?
All this time I thought you didn't need me
Now I've gone from you and now you tell me, you're in love.


I wrote my feelings on this blog. I wrote about the times you confused me, about the times I thought you hated me. About how much I wanted you to love me. I wrote everything, I wrote my hate, I wrote about the days I thought I loved you, I wrote about my tears, about my smiles and trough all the way, trough all the messages I came to this message. The day you told me you are in love with me. BAM. And I didn't see this coming.

I wanna scream. This is the day... which I thought would never come. But now.. I don't even know how I feel.


she's so awesome.

secret #6

People always think that the most painful thing is losing the one you love. But the truth is, losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much and forgetting that you’re special too, is equally painful.

zondag 4 juli 2010

You looked a bit shocked when I told you 'I already know'.

Yesterday she told me things I shouldnt hear. She told me she was dating you and she told me everything, she told me about the talks and about the dates. I saw the sparkles in her eyes. The only thing running trough my mind at that moment was like 'I hate him, I fucking I hate him, I'm done with all the sweet things he said'.
I ignored you all night. I was telling myself I was só done with you. How can you let her feel like she's the only one while you're doing the exact same things to me? How can you do this to her while I fucking know you're trying harder for my love? And baby I love you, I just won't be some girl you can come to when you're bored. I disagree with that. Hate was the only thing on my mind yesterday evening. But when I was waiting on the streets for my dad to pick me up... you runned after me and screamed my name. First I ignored you but I recognised your voice and turned my head to you. So much hate was running trough my mind, while she was at the party... in front of her you runned to me? We talked for some minutes.You told me you'll pick me up saturday at nine. And I agreed, I fucking AGREED. What the &*#^#*& was I thinking? I wasn't even thinking, but my heart did the whole thing. And now I know hate was running trough my head but the biggest love stayed in my heart and loves you for everything you are.
This is so wrong.