what if

yeah baby, how about this?

GODDAMN.

I slept three hours this night and I'm wondering if it was worth it. There are so much feelings running trough my head, my heart. Yesterday you were begging me to come over and my mind said yes but my heart said no. For the first time in my life I listened to my heart and i disagreed. This just wasn't a good moment, but you asked me for another chance. You wanted me to come over another day and for the first time I saw how serious you were. I agreed. Me and my girls went to party but seeing you with your friends last night; you left me confusing. Not a word, not a smile. This is killing me you know. If you only see the tears that Im crying on my pillow that doesnt compare to what you're doing to my soul. Sleeping three hours this night wasn't even worth it, but it's time to face te truth: everynight I lay awake confused, sleeping three hours while I ain't partying.

I'm not so tough

(You imagine I don't care, you see walls that just aren't there, you think I'm too strong to let you in.. well, that's just not fair: I'm not so tough, I'll call your bluff and let you see, the side me that wants you near and cries real tears and needs someone to love.)

p.s: I'm afraid of what I'll find if I get too close

secret #2:

I know I'm full of insecurities and disappointments, but I promise you there's a part of me worth keeping.

Good girl gone bad

It's easy for a good girl to go bad. And once we're gone; best believe we've gone forever. Don't be the reason, don't be the reason. You better learn how to treat us right 'cause once a good girl goes bad we've gone forever. Getting out of control. Finally I can't take no more. He finds a letter on the stairs, saying this is the end. I packed my bag and left with your best friend.

LOVE DRUNKKKKKKKK.

I'm telling you guy

I'm telling you, she is more of a treasure than you could possibly know. She is not some wholesome, small town girl, or some good for you fresh breath of air. She is a wonderful person with a huge heart, and just the beauty a guy only sees once, you know? If there is even the slightes chance you could break her heart, please, just for her sake, walk away

secret #1

I'm sleeping in my bed with your silhouette

x

Need a crazy girls night out.

-

It's all because you loved me more than I could love myself. But the main point in that is that I didn't love myself at all.

I did.

(One of them was loving you)

L.O.V.E.

x

Don't give up, okay? I know you've been hurt, I know how it feels. believe me, I do. But the feeling will pass, the tears will stop falling, your heart will heal itself. I promise you it will, so hold on and don't let go. Don't lose hope because I promise you'll find someone who will treat you right the way, the way he never did. Someone who will never leave you the way he did. He'll be worth the wait, so hang in there because I love you and I want you to be happy.




But... how long is it gonna take?