zaterdag 24 juli 2010

This is me.

I'm calling it loveeeeee soooooooon


Living my days without feeling the warmth of your love is killing, but knowing you can get a new girl as easy as abc is worser.

I hate this, I hate this kind of 'relationship', I hate this because there are no rules, no rules for staying true to each other. I know you love me, I really do. But I also know you don't mind partying and having a great time with some other girls... Falling in love and dating in holiday is so killing. I still got 5 days to go without you and a week later I'm going to the other side of the world for 3 weeks and i know you ain't gonna like that.

(I miss laying in your arms, I miss feeling your kisses all around my head, I miss the way you play with my hair. )

I'm so afraid of being hurt because of those fucking rules who aren't there. But knowing you're scared too when I'm on the other side of the world makes it a little better...

(I miss the way my hair smells after having you so close, I miss the smell of your parfume, I miss the look in your eyes)

I was always scared of having 'the official thing' but now aint having it, is killing me

vrijdag 23 juli 2010



Stop acting like you're perfect.
all bitches got glitches.


Ellie Goulding & John Mayer keep making my days.

Replaced you for some better hearts.

always together, never apart.
that's how everbody saw us,
since first day of school start.

you were like my best friend,
so different but so close,
and of fun..
we've got an overdose.

It was awesome,
but we lost it.
because you could live a lie
and never be true.

Wrote this when I was 15 because my best friend put me trough a hard time.

there is a reason strong moves slow

Do you ever get the feeling
that we started in the middle
or have you ever had the sense
that we've been lying just a little
I mean come on...

keep on dreaming silly girl

But it was great.

Went nightswimming last week in a pool outside that was closed. What a night, I was so scared the police would come :')


"...and if it hurts, you know what? it's probably worth it"



Experience is what you get when you don’t get what you want to get.

this is so killing



Yet 6 days to go without you. Yet 5 nights you could fall in love with some other girl.

story of my life

"I am the kind of girl who enjoys the chase. I get a thrill when it comes to winning someone over and making them fall in love with me. Then, when rough times start to emerge, I run off kicking and screaming. I analysed my actions once, and came to the conclusion that I'm afraid of getting too close to someone because I'm scared to get hurt. When someone takes on step forward, I take three steps back. I've done this my whole life. It is my greatest downfall, the reason I have lost so many."

donderdag 22 juli 2010

you've got my respect

Why'd you choose me?
You made your choice and left her behind, you choose me cause if I have to believe your words you don't want anybody else, just me. She's beautifull, she's one of the nicest persons i've ever met, she's so strong, she's got a great style, she's such a wonderful person and beside of all that you choose me!? Even after you've hurt her, after tumbling her world down because you choose me, even after that she stays so incredible nice to me. Damn, why? I can't understand you both, she should be mad at me, she should be calling me a bitch with her friends. 'Cause honestly I would do that. She shouldn't care about you anymore, she should be throwing glasses to your head. But the only thing she does is saying she really hopes you make me happy and if you don't she'll take you down. She's still asking how your holiday is, she's still caring saying she shouldn't..

And you choose me beside of such a wonderful person...

he he he he

The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead.

He does it all the time ♥

woensdag 21 juli 2010

Dear John

I finally understood what true love meant...
Love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be.

- The notebook

''My daddy said that the first time you fall in love, it changes you forever and no matter how hard you try, that feeling just never goes away''


Do you believe in forever?
I don't even believe in tomorrow.

Counting the days till you're back

Miss the way your hair blows in the wind.
And I miss you stayin here 'til the mornin,
Miss the way you love me too much.

It's everything about you baby.

1001 things every college student needs to know #722.


If we fall in love because someone makes us laugh, what happens when we no longer find them funny? If we fall in love because someone is beautiful, what happens when that beauty fades? If we fall in love because someone can provide for us, what happens when they lose their wealth? Love defies all reasons. When you truly love someone you love them at the core… in good or bad times.

Should I believe her or should I believe his damn sweet words?

Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.

maandag 19 juli 2010

Damn, love is weird.

(Knowing I wouldn't)


Summer is where the girls go barefoot and their hearts are just as free as their toes