tonight, i won't give a damn

Tonight I'll be dancing around the truth, tell me what the hell i'm supposed to do.

Omg

Omg, I feel awesome. And the most awesome thing about feeling awesome is that I feel awesome without having you beside me, without having a sweet text from you, without anything that relates to you. Omg. It's awesome caring less about you, it creeps me out. This makes dealing with all your hurting words so easy. I still have you but I'm not caring as much as I did... OMG.

It didn't seem fair or right, but I couldn't help but wonder if maybe all of this, and where I found myself wasn't so accidental.
Maybe it was just what I deserved.

I trust him as far as I can throw him and I don’t even think I can lift him

I pray

this night is gonna cause crazy drama but I'm not going to care, i'm not going to care, i'm telling myself not to care.

I'm looking forward to me and my brother's newyears party

He broke another promis. My brother saw my sad face and said 'Tell your lover there are plenty of single boys partying with you into 2011'. He really made my day.