el oo vie ie

I'm afraid that once you leave me I'll never be happy again. I'm scared I'll never love anyone the way I love you. You mean so much to me and I hope you can see that in everything I do. I'm scared that you'll always be in de back of my mind and that no guy will ever compare to you. You were the first guy outside my family that I ever really loved and cared about. I'll never forget you. I just love you. I'd screamed it out a thousand times from the top of the highest buildings. I eventually said to you I'm crazy about you. But I'm too afraid to say I really love you. I'm too afraid you will ever leave me.